Prologue / Cathy Wurzer -- Parallel lives -- The footman snickers -- A house built on sand -- A delicate dance -- Disease and dis ease -- Faith, part I : fulfilling what is meant to be -- The tell -- It isn't just about you -- The gift -- Happy anniversary -- Faith, part II : It's your choice -- Handbook for the recently dis eased -- Time traveling -- Tripping the light fantastic -- Killing the Buddha -- The gravity of it all -- Ready to fall -- The metrics of measurement -- A death-defining feat -- The non-bucket list -- The widening gyre -- Faith, part III. : wrestling with angels -- Inside out -- Dis ease yoga -- Faith, part IV : What's love got to do with it? -- We know how this ends.