Prologue: FTW: twenty-seven years earlier -- A wake-up call. Big time! ; Back home -- The crazy years. Life with Carroll ; Vance street vice, mayhem, and murder ; Matinee madness ; Hangover street ; Ghost tales ; I think I know how Jesus felt ; Foster kid ; Hungry ; Baptized ; Grandpa's place ; A light in the darkness ; Money for mama ; Sparkles ; The nightmare begins ; Sante shoot-out ; On the run ; Facing the bullies ; Faith farm ; Doctor death ; Didn't she always come back? ; My worst birthday ever ; Bumping into angels ; Family affairs -- Saved by love. The most beautiful woman in the world ; My first band ; It's not where you've been, it's where you're goin' ; Working inside ; Country bust ; Nashville novice ; Good-bye Jimmy, good-bye Bea ; Some dreams really do come true ; You never know ; Who me? a country star? ; House of cards ; Exposure ; Second change -- The walk. Walking away or walking toward? ; Walk on! ; New friends, snakes, and a dog ; Pie town ; Not complainin', just explainin' ; First steps to a new journey -- Epilogue: be somebody.